Monday, November 2, 2015

A Wall of Silence for Five Years

Finn & Hazel,
Today it has been five years since I saw my daughter, Lacie (aka Laecee) in the courthouse hallway on Nov. 2, 2010 when she yelled"I DON'T WANT TO TALK TO YOU!" at me. 
I never thought we would end up like this...not allowed to come over her house, not invited to her wedding, never meeting her husband Alex, (my son-in-law) and having the both of you withheld from me. (my own Grandchildren)
Today I'm taking down all the pictures of her, and packing them away in a box. Only shadows will be left on the walls...
I was very upset when Lacie chose not to move with me and her sister, Rebecca. 
Rebecca suffered when she saw me in so much pain. I know she was in pain as well, from seeing what this did to us as a family. 
Rebecca wanted a relationship with her sister, but she also knew how hurt I was...she was caught in the middle. 
Eventually she got tired of being "the monkey in the middle". I'm so sorry to see how much all of this has hurt her.
My 59th birthday falls right on Thanksgiving this year...next year I'll be 60 years old ----> I'm Trying to Move On
Love Always, Your Gramma Lynn